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*sigh* Here goes, this is going to be lengthy:
I am deeply apologetic for my recent behavior, in game and in the forums. Deeply. I don't expect forgiveness or for anyone to change their behavior towards me. I have verbally attacked players viciously when I shouldn't have. For small things like killing me in space COMBAT game, for questioning my skill which is less than mediocre, for no reason at all at times. I have negatively affected those that have offered friendship with my behavior. I have committed gross violations of the ROC, specifically last night, posting racist, homophobic, things on 100 and hurling disgusting insults at anyone and everyone. I apologise more specifically to Dirty 'ore(who has always been very sportsmanlike), the rest of ONE(some may not be the best sport but are for the most part good lads),SKV(though I dislike their firm grip on a lot of the playerbase and some of their smear campaigns, I had no right to to lash out, and attempt to hack their forums in the lamest hacking attempt ever, ITAN(they are a good group of players, when I was in ITAN I felt welcome), TGFT(I was disgustingly quick to stab my old friends in the back, for that I apologise), RED(bunch of noobs lol. Sorry I'm a dick to you all), FAMY(I had a blast with you guys, and my actions were a disgrace to your brotherhood), GREY(the guild I created, and effectively demolished with my behavior, sorry mates), LaZyPC/DJ(in my raging episode you asked me why I left @X and I told you to fuck off, your contribution to VO via VOA is awesome, and I'm a dick).
I'm sure their are plenty more that deserve apologies. I apologise to all the players of VO and the developers. Though there are many at fault, I have contributed to the poisoning of the playerbase, helping create a toxic atmosphere and playing environment that drives new players away and stymies the evolution of this beautiful game.
As I said I don't expect anyone to forgive me, I am sure there will be further hate directed at me, justifiably. I just wanted to make it clear that I intend to change the nasty aspects of my in-game personality. I could create an alt and leave it all behind me, but I feel it's more honorable to live with my past mistakes in game.
I am deeply apologetic for my recent behavior, in game and in the forums. Deeply. I don't expect forgiveness or for anyone to change their behavior towards me. I have verbally attacked players viciously when I shouldn't have. For small things like killing me in space COMBAT game, for questioning my skill which is less than mediocre, for no reason at all at times. I have negatively affected those that have offered friendship with my behavior. I have committed gross violations of the ROC, specifically last night, posting racist, homophobic, things on 100 and hurling disgusting insults at anyone and everyone. I apologise more specifically to Dirty 'ore(who has always been very sportsmanlike), the rest of ONE(some may not be the best sport but are for the most part good lads),SKV(though I dislike their firm grip on a lot of the playerbase and some of their smear campaigns, I had no right to to lash out, and attempt to hack their forums in the lamest hacking attempt ever, ITAN(they are a good group of players, when I was in ITAN I felt welcome), TGFT(I was disgustingly quick to stab my old friends in the back, for that I apologise), RED(bunch of noobs lol. Sorry I'm a dick to you all), FAMY(I had a blast with you guys, and my actions were a disgrace to your brotherhood), GREY(the guild I created, and effectively demolished with my behavior, sorry mates), LaZyPC/DJ(in my raging episode you asked me why I left @X and I told you to fuck off, your contribution to VO via VOA is awesome, and I'm a dick).
I'm sure their are plenty more that deserve apologies. I apologise to all the players of VO and the developers. Though there are many at fault, I have contributed to the poisoning of the playerbase, helping create a toxic atmosphere and playing environment that drives new players away and stymies the evolution of this beautiful game.
As I said I don't expect anyone to forgive me, I am sure there will be further hate directed at me, justifiably. I just wanted to make it clear that I intend to change the nasty aspects of my in-game personality. I could create an alt and leave it all behind me, but I feel it's more honorable to live with my past mistakes in game.
Of course actions speak louder then words, so being sincerely apologetic vs a lapse in judgement will show itself over time.
But I'll be the first to say that I appreciate the apology, regardless of the recent events I'm glad your here, and enjoy exchanging blasters with you.
But I'll be the first to say that I appreciate the apology, regardless of the recent events I'm glad your here, and enjoy exchanging blasters with you.
Of course, and I hope my actions reflect everything I've said here in the future, and I look forward to our fights
good on ya
Let's turn the page.
It takes a big man to see how he behaves and a bigger man to apologize publicly , now lets hope you are big enough to change and become a civil member of the VO community.
Couldn't resist...
LOL fair enough TRS
"Apologizing" for pointless drama by posting another thread of pointless drama? Typical.
We'll see how you post (or rather, don't).
We'll see how you post (or rather, don't).
I never said I wasn't going to post Dr.Lecter. I don't see how this is drama though. It's an apology. You should try posting something besides comments that hold no productive value, because that is all I've seen from you.
Are you Axiom?
(Seriously, apologies are good, but much better if not needed in the first place)
(Seriously, apologies are good, but much better if not needed in the first place)
Well that lasted an hour
@Inevitable
What lasted an hour? I apologised for my extreme behavior. I will continue to point out when someone is being counter-productive and antagonistic. Like yourself Boda. Either way, i won't continue discussing it with you. for the sake of remaining civil.
@Catman
Axiom? Ouch. But no. I hope an apology doesn't come off as the childish ravings of SpaceBear. It's just something I felt needed to be done.....rar
What lasted an hour? I apologised for my extreme behavior. I will continue to point out when someone is being counter-productive and antagonistic. Like yourself Boda. Either way, i won't continue discussing it with you. for the sake of remaining civil.
@Catman
Axiom? Ouch. But no. I hope an apology doesn't come off as the childish ravings of SpaceBear. It's just something I felt needed to be done.....rar
Just checking, lol.....rar!
You all will be gobbled up in game rar, that hurt my feelings :(
Hey, no offence Tripod, you were a trail-blazer on the road to redemption...rar!
I just do my own thing, maybe I am a little crazy but I have feelings rar.
Yeah crazy psychotic childish feelings.
Apologizing for things that happen on the internet is a waste of time. There's a near infinite supply of people on the internet, and besides this is a space combat game. You don't need to talk to someone if they're too busy getting shot at
Source: was 14, am deeply irritated I apologized for things that didn't matter
Source: was 14, am deeply irritated I apologized for things that didn't matter
I'm quite a ways beyond 14 guy. And while actions in a game are not serious relative to RL, I still think it's appropriate. You don't have to think anything of my apology. Just don't comment. I was 14 once too, and I regret butting in places I didn't care for anyway.